The question: "I doubt that there is some sort of cosmic vibration that a Jewish mother's womb gives off that makes her offspring Jewish.
It seems that the vehicle for transmission of the Jewish message is patriarchal, the way Ethics of Our Fathers seems to indicate. For example, 1:1 "Moses received the Torah from Sinai and gave it over to Joshua. Joshua gave it over to the Elders, the Elders to the Prophets, and the Prophets gave it over to the Men of the Great Assembly..."
I was told by the Rabbi that while educational tradition is passed down by the father. The essence is passed on by the mother.
"The Torah explicitly forbids intermarriage. The source is in Deuteronomy 7:3-4,
You shall not intermarry with them; you shall not give your daughter to his son, and you shall not take his daughter for your son, for he will cause your child to turn away from after Me and they will worship the gods of others." http://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/108396/jewish/Intermarriage.htm
I personally admit to my audience. I have committed idolatry. I don't even necessarily think it was my fault, as I didn't know any better. Possibly, it was because my father instructed me in faithless science. Chemical imbalance caused me to be hyper-sexual for which my dad did turn my head to the wrong direction, suggesting masturbation is good. The Bible says however, "And, they will worship the gods of others," and that much does not describe me. I committed idolatry, but refrain from worship because I believe my idol to be horrible and that I would die if I believed in her. So, I fled. I moved much the same way where if someone has committed murder moves to a city of refuge, according to biblical command. When I committed idolatry, Hashem intervened and to His surprise I suddenly believed in the Gd of the Israel. My life has never been the same, as I have received both forgiveness and blessing from Hashem. The only hint that mom is Jewish is that she told me never to lie.
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God Is What You Conceive God to Be
God Is What You Conceive God to Be
by Craig Hamilton on Tuesday, December 28, 2010 at 4:39pm
God Is What You Conceive God to Be
A wise Jew once said to me something like, “God is what you conceive God to be.” To be certain, I don’t see how we can get beyond this definition. Ultimately, our view of God is limited the power of our own mind’s ability to conceive of God.
While I was alone in my bed room at college, and I am not drug user, I heard a voice coming from the walls of my apartment. It was a male voice that said, “I am God and I am punishing you.” I was an atheist turned believer, convinced that the voice was legitimate, so, I shouted back, “Why are you punishing me?” I was so miserable at the time that I conceived that if there was a God, then it could only be that God was punishing me. That is, within a matter of a few seconds I felt like I had realized the Source of my misery, and that it was a result of punishment. I conceived of the idea that I had done something wrong, such that I had done something to deserve of punishment. This was a vastly different idea from the idea of God people had told me about, the God that only goes about doing good things, while everything wrong in the world is blamed on Satan. Instinctively, I knew that story – the goody goody two shoes god and the big bad devil - to be a crock, but I believed in the God that spoke from me through the wall. And, it wasn’t that I believed in the wall either, I thought of it as if creation spoke to me, as G-d spoke to Moses through the burning bush.
Not knowing much of anything about religion, and never having even bothered to read the Bible, Christian or Jewish, hearing this voice caused me to believe in God. I transferred to a Christian college because I wanted to find out more about God. The God I heard about there, Jesus, was incompatible with my own inner feeling as to what God was, and Jesus is still incompatible with my belief. Rather, I found the God I had met, and that likely my own mind had conceived of was the God of the Old Testament. Eventually, I even ripped the New Testament out of my Bible.
I have come to believe that it was not God that I spoke to on that night, as the next day I was hospitalized for being psychotic. Then, I took medication and the hallucinations went away, but twice I went off medication and the hallucinations came back, so I ended up concluding that God was ultimately what my mind had conceived of through hallucination. However, the words of the wise Jew echo true to me, “God is what you conceive God to be.” Though some people might believe that God is a rock or a statue or even a person, the God I believe in is the Jewish God, outside of creation.
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